...I am just human. So alone irl "ONLY" for my passion and inside world. Darn, why my friends were had to move away from me...for their better life.
Well, sometimes I feel many, many,maaany would be happier without me when I start talking seriously about myself.
I hate being egotic.
Don't worry, I don't say it seriously.
But know my artworks always are packed with a lot of feels. Like, "feelz get off, you overhelm me- who will even care? All people want is f**** beautiful artwork only"
...I haven't noticed how much time passed when I just decided to do "little break" from actual Ho-oh x Rayquaza to "write down" my concept for OCs Shindou and Marshall. Just too much time spended on messy sketches of comic.
Now when I came back to submitt and check what's in my message box....darn,why so many messages from really nice and cool ppl?!
Some comments even make me doumbfounded.
I've got yesterday just before went to bed another grrreat idea of dat ghost sword Pokemon and Swampert that struggles with some seeing him like dumb pack of muscles that the only thing can do is fight.
While I am happy he have grown with the time into seriously OC that will show determination for fight....for life. A true life.
If I consider my theme as this....[link]
Now I've got my theme for "fight"
---input determined "mmmh" face with glare of pride---[link]
Darn, now I've got that title- it's not the peace and calm eternity, it's an nevernending challenge with strong will.
Thrivia: I'm trying to nail that old thought of mine, especially to translate into english as our way pf life can be surely compared into walking through a swamp.
I wrote this spam journal to askm, since it doesn't hurt, but I might get something from lovely people.
My dream is to make detailed and quite realistic comic, but not as realistic to make you feel it's like dump of screenshots froma movie, but...like here:nebezial.deviantart.com/art/ge…
Anyone knows more comic like that? I just would love at last to expand my "imagination library"
Truly, I always need to look at some good composited comic to be psyched about sketchign some frames composition.
Also, if you know Aerorwen comics you can get the "style" I'm lookin' for.
(Personally I don't believe someone can so something like that in such amount O.O is he/she god of time?)
...the spam is done, now I'm going on today's english lessons and think 'bout sketches of that Marshall's nightmare, hoohoo~ to train comic skills-nothing but train,train,train.
Because it starts with something I wanna happily add into Sinnoh backstory: my own expansion over Pokemon myths, culture....nananana the holy Arceus spear in the Celestic Town~
and Weirda being just herself there, where one of her Pokemon is just all like:
"...this is all just BULLSHIDO"
Oh Zuzy you love your Pokemon trainer being just herself when talking to her belowed ones in her way as an artist, do you~?
and this is how nightmare ends.
Wake up, there's something worse: the reality.
That's how little calm child has grown its own developed Pokemon World she escapes as she screams.
I will never grow up.
PSST. This is hilarious and every artist wanna seriously have final form