FINALLY. The internet is back

YES, I can stop having life and come back online!
All right I was kiddin'. Just to inform ppl with which I correspond often or I comment their stuff- I have internet back...! C:

However, the end of my year on studies is coming slowly, but decidedly and knowing clearly what I have to do or in what direction- I'm just doin' stuff or learning "this and that". I'm also going to work as volounteer soon, but first I have to get educated for artistic workshop for kids- decoupage is something I know honestly NOTHING about and my aunt has also to tell me how deal with many kids o^o'

I wanna tell something more important after I've said I might be busy for serious:

I need to open for comissions again. If you ever was thinking about something drawn by me...please think about your wish, since the next week for sure you'll see updated comission reference sheet for my drawings among DeviatWatch messages.

Sorry that not this week, I just don't feel I can overcome my perfectionism and self-criticism as I was had REALLY bad week lately, I feel like a horde of barbarians run over my body and brain yelling I shall stand up, do thisthatthenthatandthisandtellthisthatthen.
I KNOW it sounds like nonsense to you, but I just seriously felt down and I need to re-grow my shield in psychique to not give in parents. I don't wish to anyone on the Earth now and then, to have parents like your enemy that can make angry even such mild and diplomate-natured person like me.
No one deserved such thing, maybe a criminal. It feels like ripping alive the brain. Horrible. Two fronts and stay healthy in psychique- I think all my bad things that happened in life are only all about mental problems and nothing else :Y

I have also an ask! Please comment on this journal if you REALLY think you want to. I'm fine!

So remember: I'll open comissions soon, with lower prices on sketches